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DESIRED
future luv
Runway Bandit's Mustard bucket bag(!!)
Denim veeeeest
Colourful eber♥
Eber school bag
acutally, i want the ungetable.
take the time machine for example
or mind reading powers


Monday, November 09, 2009

Angst girl J to long lost friend X:

I dont like the feeling of being back up plans. Just because you finally realise that things are not the same anymore and that you might not belong anymore and that you might feel uneasy that people are moving on without you, it doesnt give you the rights to make people who actually belong feel unwanted. Alright, maybe i''m the one who is off. But hey, i'm not the one who dont know about things, not the one who is clueless, nor am i the one who is all talk only. Yup, its the thought that counts but when it gets to a point that its just thoughts, or some simple remarks aka words without any meaning, its just plain irritating. If you wanna be there, just be, without a need to seek for attention. If not, please kindly stay away from me. I'm not like you. I dont do fake, not anymore. People like you turn me off and i wonder how did i managed to get through after so long. Now, i'm done.

Bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day but i enjoyed spending time with all my luv still.

11:46 PM
At the end of the alley of hesitation.

Friday, November 06, 2009

PHOTOBOOTH CRAZE<3







DEAR QUEEN, WHERE ARE YOU?





















Monday marks the end of the most hated thing of the year, project work. Okay, i lied. Maybe the worst feeling is getting sucky grades even after studying harder in jc than for olevels. If you've taken a look on my results slip, you'll feel sorry for me. I think i've done even better for mid years, oh well maybe its because what i've done was not good enough. Anyway, the end of oral presentation is the start of lectures after lectures and.. Perhaps the end of 09s108, that really kills me. I have never been a fan of mjc and i head to this school with dislike and self blame- not taking higher chinese, not getting a better L1R5 due to my sciences, which is most likely caused by not studying for mcq. I didnt like 108, our girls are far to different from one another in every aspects. I didnt expect us to click so well, i didnt expect myself to like my class, i didnt expect to change class, lets not even move on about feeling sad on the thought of changing class next year. Expect the unexpected, its different from upper secondary, we might be a huge clique, but we're not equally close, we're closer to some than others. Its different from lower secondary, having as little girls as now, we still split ourselves up into 3 groups. Its a whole new experience altogether. I have never met such nehneh and gay guys ever, okay maybe i have but i'm just trying to show how much i dont wanna change class. I know its not possible for everyone to stay together anymore, so i just hope that the 7 of us can stay together. It wont be the same without the usual like the threesome(SSS), king, xunhao, miron and loser tingwei though. SEAFOOD, FLY KITE, SLEEPOVER, MORE HTHT, XMAS PARTY, LUV LUV LUV.

I gave up on us, so long ago.

10:45 PM
At the end of the alley of hesitation.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Tonight, will not be another night filled with tears and hate.
Tomorrow, will not be another day waking up with swollen eyes that are unfit for contacts, causing me to be unfit for school.
The day after tomorrow, will be the day i let go of everything and learn how to forgive.
Tomorrow always comes, i can always try again and again.
One step at a time, time will wash out everything, or at least i hope.

I just dont understand why must everything come crashing to me one after another. Why cant they take their time? If fate brings these to us, i think fate have to be more fair. Much more fairer.
I need a break, from life and everything.

Dear elaine, good luck for your olevels. I'm sorry that i havent been a very good sister recently(or always), but i just wanna tell you that even though at times i might not show it, but i love you and mummy. And daddy. Knock some sense into me alright? I'm really lost.

We walk with the crowd but we walk alone and tonight, i cry alone.

9:46 PM
At the end of the alley of hesitation.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Project work is so taxing and i only did appendix yesterday yet it is not as easy as it seems. I rant and rant and rant to biatch till i got so pissed and couldnt sleep till 2am. Mind you, i head for bed around midnight after i couldnt take the appendix shit anymore. Thank god for Cheryl or i will just kill myself. Only if we can choose our own group, i bet girls' power will pwn all and we'll all be the imba to the max group. If only. I just wanna get it over and done with, ensuring i get that A too or i can murder. No, i'll murder, trust me, i really will.

I'M TIREEEEEEEED AND MY EYES FEEL DRY. Super dry, not a good sign especially after i slept for so long!

Wanted to talk about liars and how white lies are the worst lies ever. Lying to get your way so as not to hurt other people? Irony much. Its actually lying to get to your way so that the rest of the world will not see the ugly truth protecting you from getting hit by hatred. Dont you think it make much more sense this way? The world is selfish, everyone cares for themselves the most. Seriously, the fact that white lies are more acceptable turn me off, its just a distorted truth. To me, its worse than any lies because its lying and finding a way out, finding an excuse. Its a cowardly act. And there go your perfect image and fake front when the lies are exposed. The thing about lying is that it'll be exposed, only sooner or later. The sooner, the more you pity yourself. The later, the harder to forgive. And trust is lost through lies, the cool thing is that it takes pretty long to build up, maybe even a lifetime. Same goes to amending for your sins.(lies)

Dont tell me not to be so harsh, dont tell me to let go, dont tell me to cheer up. What will you do if you found out that you've been living in a lie for the longest time?
/ABRUPT END, SCREW PW.

In life, people come and go. They cant help it, its inevitable.

12:03 PM
At the end of the alley of hesitation.