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Denim veeeeest
Colourful eber♥
Eber school bag
acutally, i want the ungetable.
take the time machine for example
or mind reading powers


Friday, November 20, 2009







Regardless of how retarded we looked, how happy we looked and how funny it may seem, this word probably sums up everything recent- my mood, my actions and how life've been. There're just some days where you suddenly feel like being a bitch, putting the whole world down, turning to a bitch who claim that everyone elses are bitches, hating, annoying and irritating every single soul in sight or vice versa. Pushing all the blame to pms may not be the right thing to do but i'm quite sure its the time of the month, sooooon. I know whats wrong with me, i know the reasons. I just dont know how to put them in words, i mean, tell me about judging. I guess i just felt lost, as usual. I have no clue who gives a damn, i have no idea who will really be there for me, no idea where i stand. Everyone's so darn self-centered, it pisses me off. And by everyone, i'm one of them too.

Today is a great day though, i felt great lazing in bed, reading trashy novels biatch've gotten, catching up with vampire dairies and then giving twilight a go. How i wish everyday is like that. A great day, early morning, preparing to get out and changing my mind on the very last minute, surviving only on a chocolate cake till the noon, cooking up luinner (think lunch and dinner) with biatch. If little things like this can make me happy, why in the world am i upset so easily?

4:40 PM
At the end of the alley of hesitation.

Monday, November 09, 2009

Angst girl J to long lost friend X:

I dont like the feeling of being back up plans. Just because you finally realise that things are not the same anymore and that you might not belong anymore and that you might feel uneasy that people are moving on without you, it doesnt give you the rights to make people who actually belong feel unwanted. Alright, maybe i''m the one who is off. But hey, i'm not the one who dont know about things, not the one who is clueless, nor am i the one who is all talk only. Yup, its the thought that counts but when it gets to a point that its just thoughts, or some simple remarks aka words without any meaning, its just plain irritating. If you wanna be there, just be, without a need to seek for attention. If not, please kindly stay away from me. I'm not like you. I dont do fake, not anymore. People like you turn me off and i wonder how did i managed to get through after so long. Now, i'm done.

Bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day but i enjoyed spending time with all my luv still.

11:46 PM
At the end of the alley of hesitation.

Friday, November 06, 2009

PHOTOBOOTH CRAZE<3







DEAR QUEEN, WHERE ARE YOU?





















Monday marks the end of the most hated thing of the year, project work. Okay, i lied. Maybe the worst feeling is getting sucky grades even after studying harder in jc than for olevels. If you've taken a look on my results slip, you'll feel sorry for me. I think i've done even better for mid years, oh well maybe its because what i've done was not good enough. Anyway, the end of oral presentation is the start of lectures after lectures and.. Perhaps the end of 09s108, that really kills me. I have never been a fan of mjc and i head to this school with dislike and self blame- not taking higher chinese, not getting a better L1R5 due to my sciences, which is most likely caused by not studying for mcq. I didnt like 108, our girls are far to different from one another in every aspects. I didnt expect us to click so well, i didnt expect myself to like my class, i didnt expect to change class, lets not even move on about feeling sad on the thought of changing class next year. Expect the unexpected, its different from upper secondary, we might be a huge clique, but we're not equally close, we're closer to some than others. Its different from lower secondary, having as little girls as now, we still split ourselves up into 3 groups. Its a whole new experience altogether. I have never met such nehneh and gay guys ever, okay maybe i have but i'm just trying to show how much i dont wanna change class. I know its not possible for everyone to stay together anymore, so i just hope that the 7 of us can stay together. It wont be the same without the usual like the threesome(SSS), king, xunhao, miron and loser tingwei though. SEAFOOD, FLY KITE, SLEEPOVER, MORE HTHT, XMAS PARTY, LUV LUV LUV.

I gave up on us, so long ago.

10:45 PM
At the end of the alley of hesitation.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Tonight, will not be another night filled with tears and hate.
Tomorrow, will not be another day waking up with swollen eyes that are unfit for contacts, causing me to be unfit for school.
The day after tomorrow, will be the day i let go of everything and learn how to forgive.
Tomorrow always comes, i can always try again and again.
One step at a time, time will wash out everything, or at least i hope.

I just dont understand why must everything come crashing to me one after another. Why cant they take their time? If fate brings these to us, i think fate have to be more fair. Much more fairer.
I need a break, from life and everything.

Dear elaine, good luck for your olevels. I'm sorry that i havent been a very good sister recently(or always), but i just wanna tell you that even though at times i might not show it, but i love you and mummy. And daddy. Knock some sense into me alright? I'm really lost.

We walk with the crowd but we walk alone and tonight, i cry alone.

9:46 PM
At the end of the alley of hesitation.